September (1 day behind) - Monthly things
MAKING: Progress. A lot more than last month.
COOKING: Dinner a lot more frequently… as soon as I move out!!
DRINKING: Coffee and water.
READING: Health IT things for a call today.
WANTING: To dye my hair lighter. (still)
LOOKING: Forward to moving out and making a big change.
PLAYING: Badass music.
WASTING: Money when drunk. Like, a lot. Also money on things that I won’t bring up but I’m still upset about.
WISHING: I could drop this emotional eating weight.
ENJOYING: The fact that I’ll be living on my own by the end of October!
WAITING: For these pieces to come together. Again.
LIKING: The feeling of exercising. I fell off the wagon but I’m starting to get back on.
WONDERING: When I will feel stable/happy again.
LOVING: The fact that I bought Dunkin Donuts coffee this morning.
HOPING: To continue my journey of becoming better.
MARVELING: At how people can say they’ve changed yet do nothing to show it.
NEEDING: To feel better about myself
WEARING: Black pants, green express shirt, pretty necklace.
FOLLOWING: Other dotwork/pointillism/stippling artists for tattoo inspiration.
NOTICING: There are actually a lot of nice people in this world that make it worth sticking around.
KNOWING: I am still young at 24 and it’s OK if I’m not in a relationship. I need to remind myself this. Unhealthy relationships aren’t any better than not being in one at all.
THINKING: About how I can work harder at this job and show my dedication…while maintaining my sanity.
FEELING: Excited for hopefully working more on this tattoo career…
BOOKMARKING: Ink websites.
OPENING: Lots of dumb emails.
I didn’t think I’d make it through the past two weeks I did. I’m alive.