September (1 day behind) - Monthly things

MAKING: Progress. A lot more than last month.

COOKING: Dinner a lot more frequently… as soon as I move out!!

DRINKING: Coffee and water.

READING: Health IT things for a call today.

WANTING: To dye my hair lighter. (still)

LOOKING: Forward to moving out and making a big change.  

PLAYING:  Badass music.

WASTING: Money when drunk. Like, a lot. Also money on things that I won’t bring up but I’m still upset about.

SEWING: N/A

WISHING: I could drop this emotional eating weight.

ENJOYING: The fact that I’ll be living on my own by the end of October!

WAITING: For these pieces to come together. Again.

LIKING: The feeling of exercising. I fell off the wagon but I’m starting to get back on.  

WONDERING: When I will feel stable/happy again.  

LOVING: The fact that I bought Dunkin Donuts coffee this morning.  

HOPING: To continue my journey of becoming better.

MARVELING: At how people can say they’ve changed yet do nothing to show it.  

NEEDING: To feel better about myself

SMELLING: Coffee.

WEARING: Black pants, green express shirt, pretty necklace.

FOLLOWING: Other dotwork/pointillism/stippling artists for tattoo inspiration.

NOTICING: There are actually a lot of nice people in this world that make it worth sticking around.

KNOWING: I am still young at 24 and it’s OK if I’m not in a relationship. I need to remind myself this. Unhealthy relationships aren’t any better than not being in one at all.

THINKING: About how I can work harder at this job and show my dedication…while maintaining my sanity.

FEELING: Excited for hopefully working more on this tattoo career…

BOOKMARKING: Ink websites.

OPENING: Lots of dumb emails.

GIGGLING: n/a

I didn’t think I’d make it through the past two weeks I did. I’m alive.

That’s weird.

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"Don’t ever put your happiness in someone else’s hands. They’ll drop it. They’ll drop it everytime."
One For Sorrow, C.Barzak (via bl-ossomed)
ultraviolence-ox:

fruechtekind:

i fucking need you


omfg this

ultraviolence-ox:

fruechtekind:

i fucking need you

omfg this

By the end of the year I will have accomplished 2 things. Go me.

By the end of the year I will have accomplished 2 things. Go me.

pollylovesmuse:

Sunburn.

"I take great care of myself by carefully shutting myself away."
Vincent Van Gogh in a letter to his brother, Theo. [letter] (via satanforsatin)
I’m in self injury thought mode and it needs to fucking go away because I haven’t cut myself since May and I can’t do it again I just can’t

I’m in self injury thought mode and it needs to fucking go away because I haven’t cut myself since May and I can’t do it again I just can’t

honeyttea:

headlessbird:

wizzard890:

“I saw the angel in the marble and carved until I set him free.”
-Michelangelo

I could stare at this until I die.

most incredible thing.

honeyttea:

headlessbird:

wizzard890:

“I saw the angel in the marble and carved until I set him free.”

-Michelangelo

I could stare at this until I die.

most incredible thing.

I’m going back through my memories and I kinda feel right now that I miss the idea of you rather than the actual you

You were much nicer towards the beginning and I kept that in my mind and for some reason still am- but you really weren’t nice to me and I need to remember that. No matter how much I initially liked you.

Okay bye.

I don’t even care that they lost that was so fun!!

I don’t even care that they lost that was so fun!!

mfjr:

MoMA - The Starry Night by Vincent van Gogh 

mfjr:

MoMA - The Starry Night by Vincent van Gogh